Wish all of you some awesome days with your families and that you will be able to relax a bit during the holiday season.

Don't eat to much, light some candles, unwrap some nice gifts and stay as awesome as you are!
A special thanks to ^znow-white,=zachriel and `wroth. You are great and i'm really happy that i know you!

Of course the rest of you is awesome as well, so everyone feel hugged now!





_{And now can we fast-forward the time to the 4th January please? I stopped caring for New Years eve and christmas seems to be wrong for me nowadays as well. But well maybe just one more time!}

edit: My mother hasn't really checked if it was our cat, she just thought so... Calu was lying in the sun in the garden and was not that dead cat.

Honestly it wouldn't have been too much to check it before telling me that he is dead. But i'm glad that he is still alive.

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I'm done for 2009... honestly. Just when you think it can't be any worse someone decided to play god! I hate humans that think they can kill animals just because they drive a f*cking car.
Who ever that human was, i really hope i'll never get to know his/her name...
He/she would have been able to stop the car at that place during the night/early morning. There is never that much traffic to take care of the cars behind instead of the animals in front...

Our whole yard is full of strays... but it had to be Honk.
Her mother was killed by a car as well, a short time after her birth. Since that day we took care of her and she was amazing.
Now she is gone, just like Tara, exactly 5 months later. I honestly hate life...

Soon `igy will visit me and i'm looking forward to it. He and a friend of him will just stay for one and a half day in total, but i'm happy to see him again.
We met back in 2007 on a bigger german devmeet and he is a great guy! And he lives in Austria which is somehow the other end of the world from my place here!

Besides i decided that i might totally stop with writing journals on this account. Maybe i'll throw in a feature and list important things every now and then, but the main focus is `ginkgografix for now.
And well, there is not that much i want to share here. Personal stuff is personal and just something for private dAmn or MSN conversations.
REcently had one scary dream two times already. Actually there were no monsters, no blood, no one died... nothing like that. And there are just a few things that really scare me. But just thinking of that dream really makes me feel weird and i have no idea why. And i can't stop thinking of that shit

Was some day offline because i had some router/connection problems i expected to happen earlier. Now i have a new router which annoyed me a lot as the beginning as well, but after cursing enough T-online gave up and allowed my router to connect - HA!
Used that time to get used to the old sewing machine(it's not electric!), well i need some more time for it. But i want to learn sewing and how to make my own earrings and stuff now. Any useful tips etc are welcome!

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Or something like that. Some may have noticed that i'm not very much active atm. I'm just too much annoyed by nearly everything lately, have to deal with headaches/migraines nearly every day again and i'm kind of busy all day long.
Plus there are a lot of other things that bother me atm, so i'll rather keep quiet and just do whatever needs to be done. Have a strong "leave everything behind and start again" feeling at the moment...

Additionally it can happen that my internet connection won't work for a few days during the next time. Had to get a new contract(the old one was cancelled by T-Online), so no idea if they will be able to make the changes without problems.
I don't think that anyone would miss me, because of the things said above, but well. Just to let you know.

It's also the last day of the english guy here. He was here for 6 weeks. That isn't a really long time, but it already felt like he is part of everything. I guess it will be strange once he is gone - for several other reasons as well.
My mother thought of giving him one of the keys for our house, so that he can come back whenever he wants to. And i'm certain that he will visit us soon again.


Well and i saw that there is a massive increase of visitors for this account. No idea why that happens, as i nearly do nothing here anymore. Just leaving some comments every now and then. And strangely enough it are often accounts that just recently joined dA or that are totally empty

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Caek

I made a new cake today! Was expecting guests, which cancelled their visit later - so i had it all for myself. Ok, i shared it with my family. I had no idea how it will taste, but it was very delicious and i think i'll try to make it with other fruits as well. Got some other new recipes as well and will try those cakes anytime later.



Do you have any fav cakes or any nice recipes you wanna share?
One of me fav cakes is cheesecake - eh i really love that cake!

English guy

Well he is living with us already for quite a while and it's an interesting experience. He enjoys it, being here(at least it looks like that) which is very good as well - and as my brother isn't at home atm it feels like he is my brother now
My parents are trying to learn some english words too and i'm going to try to improve my english every now and then. But we are talking in german mainly, because he wants to learn it. Good thing is we could easily switch languages if someone starts to struggle

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